My Master Key Experience Week 4 – Everybody Quits

Everybody quits MKE in week four!  I’ve had lots of practice quitting.  Count me in.  I quit giving less than 100%.  My proudest quit ever.

This thought just in.  Usually when I have a problem I’ll jokingly say, ‘Give me a bigger hammer’.  Smile it up.  Within this MKE I find myself saying, ‘Give me strength to use this HAMMER!  This is no joke.

My Master Key Experience Week 3 – Turbulence

Oh my God in me! What a week of emotional turmoil. What is going on? It began early in the week with a slight headache. Unusual for me. On Wednesday evening I was berating myself out loud and loudly. Swear words and all. What the…? I recognized I was sounding just like one of my caregivers in childhood. I’ll not repeat any of the things I was saying to myself.
Thanks to this MKE I recognized it as a program running in subby. One thing I will share is there is a program in my subby that states You’ll never amount to anything. No point in trying right? You might as well quit.
Okay. I accept responsibility for those programs. I let them in. BUT, I can change them. The process is real. I am writing this post on Friday night. The dead line is today. I don’t care how it reads or what any one thinks of it. I’m not giving up on myself. I am not quitting. And I am not going to get invited to next years MKE because I chose to miss a dead line.
I am so grateful for the Master Key System. Learning great things about subby. This truth is liberating: The subconscious mind cannot argue controversially. To me this simply means my subconscious mind receives whatever I am consistently conscious of and creates my life experience. This insight helped me turn away from the barrage of negativity I was thinking this week. I ask myself, Is this what you want? Do I want these thoughts to be my life experience in the future? Hell NO.
I am thankful for the interruption in of my subconscious programming. I am thankful to know that simply thinking, like I’ve been doing is not enough to effect the change I desire. Rather to quote Haanel again, “But we shall find that there is a vast difference between simply thinking, and directing our thought consciously,
systematically and constructively;” This is new territory for me. I don’t recall ever directing my thought consciously, systematically and constructively.
So the Journey continues.
Peace.

 

#MKMMA #HABITSRULE #INFINITE WISDOM WITHIN ME #INFINITE POWER WITHIN ME

Master Key Experience Week 2

This week began with recognition of beliefs that are no longer serving my good.  I found the “you don’t really believe” belief.  That’s a lie.  I’m sitting in a chair.  I wouldn’t do so if I didn’t believe it would hold my body securely.  Next.  What is this?  “If no one is making you do it, you don’t have to do it” Where did that come from?  This came up when Mark was talking about chores.  False belief “if I am not being threatened I don’t need to do it”.

I am not purposely uncovering limiting beliefs.  My goal is to install positives ones.  It seems like the pebbles of positivity are muddying the waters.  I am okay with that.  I know eventually the waters will clear.

Welcome to my hero’s journey.  Peace & Love.

 

#MKMMA #HABITSRULE #INFINITE WISDOM WITHIN ME #INFINITE POWER WITHIN ME

My Master Key Experience Week 1

Day 03.  It’s 6:15 am.  I’ve read Scroll 1, MKS pt.1 and sat still 15+ minutes. During the stillness I acknowledged infinite wisdom within me.  Infinite power within me.  Infinite supply within me.  Harmony within me.  There is life and truth and beauty within me.  It’s all good within me.

After the stillness I smile.  Closing my eyes again I look to the world within.  I’m aware that I do not yet see these wonderful realities within me.  I almost don’t want to share that I’m not seeing clearly.  Indeed it still looks dark to me.  Four days ago I would not have shared this.  BUT, today I begin a new life.  I’m taking first steps in building new habits.

Welcome to my hero’s journey.  Peace & Love.

My Master Key Experience Week 1

First things first. Thank you Mark. Thank you Davene. Thank you MKE staff. Thank you MKE Guides. Thank you to all who dared to begin this “process of authentic self-discovery.” Thank you all for helping me find my way.
I am glad to begin my hero’s journey of self-discovery. It is said that we are slaves to our habits. “If I must be a slave to habit let me be a slave to good habits.” –Og Mandino.
And, so I begin.